There was this one day during
elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me. I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me?
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school one
of my classmates said, ‘EEEE, your mom only has one eye!’
I wanted to bury myself. I
also wanted my mom to just disappear. I confronted her that day and said, ‘ If
you’re only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don’t you just die?’
My mom did not respond… I
didn’t even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was
full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings.
I wanted out of that house,
and have nothing to do with her. So I studied real hard, got a chance to go
abroad to study.
Then, I got married. I bought
a house of my own. I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life, my kids and
the comforts. Then one day, my Mother came to visit me. She hadn’t seen me in
years and she didn’t even meet her grandchildren.
When she stood by the door,
my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited. I
screamed at her, ‘How dare you come to my house and scare my children!’ GET OUT
OF HERE! NOW!!!’
And to this, my mother
quietly answered, ‘Oh, I’m so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address,’ and
she disappeared out of sight.
One day, a letter regarding a
school reunion came to my house. So I lied to my wife that I was going on a
business trip. After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of
curiosity.
My neighbors said that she
died. I did not shed a single tear. They handed me a letter that she had wanted
me to have.
‘My dearest son,
I think of you all the time.
I’m sorry that I came to your house and scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard
you were coming for the reunion. But I may not be able to even get out of bed
to see you. I’m sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were
growing up.
You see……..when you were very
little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mother, I couldn’t
stand watching you having to grow up with one eye. So I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who
was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye. With all my
love to you,
Your mother.’
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